And so another year begins. Fan-fucking-tastic. With my past experience, I can't say I'm looking forward to what 2010 will bring. 2009 was all about heartache, disappointment, many friendships lost, stress, depression, sickness and my favorite: all-around failure. I failed at almost every aspect of my life, and just to give you guys something funny to lighten your day, I decided to list a few of the major highlights of last year (in case you missed them). So, without further ado, here is the recount of my most important hits and misses of 2009 (mind you, most of them are misses):
MISS: SCHOOL
The first semester of the year, and I already started out bad. I took only five courses out of six possible, and the first month wasn't even up when I already had to give up one more class, leaving me with the mediocre number of four subjects. Then, the second semester, when I was finally taking six classes, I ended up achieving the first sevens in my entire ITAM career. That pulled my grades down so much I'm barely clawing the limit for the scholarship. School sucks, and I've still got two full years to go. Whopee.
MISS: FRIENDS
I got so wrapped up with me and my problems that I completely forgot all about my friends. I let many slip away, I ignored others and made many feel bad on more than one occasion. I'm sorry, I know I tend to be rather selfish and self-centered, I ask you to please cope with me, I'm not all that bad all the time, right
MISS: ROMANCE
As you all know, my romantic life went from bad to worse as the year passed, so I don't think it is necessary to go in more detail. Hopefully (ARE YOU LISTENING GOD??!! YEAH, I'M TALKING TO YOU!!!!) this year will bring a decent guy. I'm not really all that picky you know.
HIT: WORK
Probably the only thing that went right this year was the fact that I landed a five-month internship at SRE. It wasn't the best job ever, but hey, I'm not complaining. Pretty much anything's good at this point in my life.
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through the looking glass
so, you've managed to stumble across this blog huh? well, lucky you! you've found the rants and stories of a sarcastic, high maintenance, overly dramatic twenty two year old girl that obviously has nothing better to do than to share the ups and downs of the soap opera she calls her life.
brown eyes
so brown eyes i'll hold you near, cuz you're the only song i want to hear...
waiting for prince charming...
someday, your prince charming will come. mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.
3 shout outs:
There is a blog/project called "I wrote this for you". I was just reading some of the old entries and found this minutes before I got an e-mail saying "New entry". I think it applies.
"No one would ever think such mean thoughts about you. No one would ever say something so hurtful. No one would ever hit you so hard. Except yourself.You are always the meanest person you know. And only you can stop you."
Love ya. Have a very lovely year =)
all rigth all rigth. this is not my best friend who wrote this hole shit. Im sorry, but i do not pity you. this is just one mom of depression , we all have those but this is not my best friend. So let me remind you here who my best friend is:
a) she´s the girl you can always trust to find the comical sinical side of every problem she´s got.
b) she migth be self centered (arent we all?) but just as much as she needs to keep her head holding high, for she understands she needs to focus in herself before so she can help anyone.
c) She understands when she did something wrong at school, reflects, learns from it and then goes with all of her heart and brains for it all over again, and then she shows herself and anyone else that the bad stuff that just happend was nothing a nother step needed to learn more and climb higher.
d)She's beuttyfull and lets any stupid guy die in he's own misery for she's nows it, and whats most important she remmembers that when she feels lonely so she will remmember why she is not partered with some asshole.
Here's the thing honey, we all have those shity moments when we cant remmember who we are, or weather we are strong enough to face whatever is coming. Thats ok, that makes you a human being, more over a GOOD human being. But then in those moments you need someone to remind you. so here, you know as well as I do that none of this has been luck, but a product of your own choices and thats what life's all about bout doing wrong, analysing what you did wrong, realizing, and changing it (or in some cases decide if its better to learn to live and be happy with it). So let me remmind you some hits you missed to list:
school: you somehow managged to pass all your subjects even trough the caos you have to live with, composed with frustrated friends (and that includes me) and family who expect ypu to be their support, and you didnt miss the scolarship, and you went to the moon thing and you volunteered for some un thing I cant really remmember exactly.
HIT FRIENDS: I dont really know bout the rest so I will speak of what I know. First you managged to make friends with a certain girl that no one else I know has cause you have this ability to take out best of every person u know.
You keept many friendships that circumstances made hard to keep and you know well what I mean.
You gave a friend the best present she has ever got hand made colorfull, and you should know that whenever she´s sad or depreesed or stressed, all she needs to do is read it and she feels strong again, happy again, she rememmbers who she is and what she´s figthing for and above all that she´s not allone, trust me thats a HIT like no other, for you improved her life just when she needed you the must, and you keep doing so.
HIT LOVE: you learnt alot, and managged to protect your self, you really have no idea of what a difference it makes that "remmembering all times I was about to say yes" to "how could I ever be so stupid" trust me, I know, and you learnt alot, its in your hands what you wanna do with that.
honey, your incredibly smart, your sweet, tender thoughtfull, funny, really preatty, incredibly strong,and an amazing friend, and when you happend to have a bad moment just call me, and I will remind you who you are.
You are my person, but I am yours, so dont forget this honney.
and when your wings for any reason forget how to fly, we'll fly together.
Chiquitita, tell me what�s wrong
You�re enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you�re oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I�m a shoulder you can cry onYour best friend, I�m the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you�ve broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they�re leavingYou�ll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
So the walls came tumbling down
And your love�s a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you�re oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they�re leaving
You�ll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
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