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I don't want to be this girl.

I want to be the girl that uplaods funny pictures of herself and her boyfriend to facebook. I want to be the girl that runs into familiar faces when she's out, that is always taking calls and texts from friends, asking to meet up. I want to be the girl that lands the job of her dreams. Or any job, at that. I want to be the girl that doesn't wish she could be anywhere but home, that actually likes spending every single day with her parents.

I don't want to be the girl that resents people for not calling her. I don't want to be the girl that wishes she were some heroine off the pages of a book, instead of herself. I don't want to be the girl that feels like everyone else has gone off and gotten a life of their own, except her. I don't want to be the girl that watches reruns all day in bed, stuffing her face and pretending everything is ok, when she should be having the best summer of her life. I don't want to be the girl that isn't even looking forward to her birthday, because everyone seems to be taking so little interest, including herself.

No, I don't want to be that girl. I don't want to be that girl at all.