I'm so tired. I feel empty, exhausted, sick of life. I want to curl up in my bed and cry until I don't have a single tear left within me. I want to scream and throw things, I want to rid myself of every single responsability, I want to rid myself of the pain. I want the world to stop spinning for a day so I can do as I please, I don't want to think of the consequences of my acts and I certainly don't want to think of what the future awaits. It is a somber, cloudy, troublesome thing that awaits, and I want to avoid it. I want to escape, to go somewhere where no one knows me and start over. I just need someone to be there, to understand, to hold me as the tears roll down my cheeks. Is this depression? I don't know, I've never experienced it before. I feel like shit, and while part of all this is certainly due to PMS, there's something else, something I just can't place my finger on. And honestly, I'm afraid of uncovering it, for I'm certain it won't be pretty...
2 shout outs:
I suggest to you a trip back home so we can have a huge pin of ice cream and bitch about boys while we watch very girly movies. If not, I guess the best I can offer is a willing ear (or eyes) and lots of patience in case you want to talk.
Dont feel blue, its a waste of time. Believe me, that I have learned with time. Love ya.
CRISTINA: "Why can't you just mind your own business, you know? What is your problem?"
MEREDITH: "You're my sister. You're my family. You're all I've got."
CRISTINA: "I'm so tired."
MEREDITH: "I know. Me too."
Oh honey...I love you dear, what could I ever say or do to make this less painfull? Im here for you, I'll shut the fuck up and just be there for u, for I know well that words only worsen things. I love you hon.
(Cristina: "We're in an elevator. That's your specialty, right? McDreamy moments in the elevator?"
Derek: "Dr. Yang-"
Cristina: "You know what? For just a moment, I’m not Dr. Yang and you’re not Dr. Shepherd. You’re the guy who screwed up my friend. The guy who drove her to get a dog she can't keep, the dog she only got because her boyfriend lied to her about his wife."
Derek: "I never lied to her."
Cristina: "Yes you are. You know, I know a liar when I see one because I am a liar.")
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